what does it do to you
inside when you see them
that so much venom
you save for them ?
i hoped for a girl
when I gave birth
i believed i could not
have all life that was mine to
know
ever
with his ambered masculinety
by my side
she could pass thru your
paranoid radar
she posed no threat to your
manhood
i believed that
i must bend and twist and turn myself
into pieces of me that you
could live with
until one day
the dots connected .
i understood how our
past choices, now choices
all contribute to who we are
i understand now that
we may choose from our highest self
always there
always ready to change the course our destiny
the One self in which we all abide in potential
paints a different picture
of life
some parts of us are in a death spiral,cancerous
nature taking care to recycle
that which has forgotten to do no harm
some parts of us are
thriving
enlivening the rest
we do blame other don’t we
for our damaged parts inside
for the parts of us that refuse to allow Love
to nurture us
If you only knew
that he that u love to wrestle to the ground
wth unfair advantage
is your mirror to how you
secretly hate
parts of yourself
that you just cant stand
the parts that must be accepted and loved
they show you
what you shut down in yourself
they are the key
the key to your inner freedom
the end to your oppression
of yourself
and the dawning of your
new
tomorrows
